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I have fallen back into the trouble I think im losing my mind.
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| This morning we love like weaklings |
[18 Mar 2006|09:22am] |
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Wakeing up early is always fun, sleeping wasnt so great. My social life has changed so much, but I like it. The people I use to hang out changed, but so have I. I love hereing ya "another time" or man we "dont hang out anymore" yet I am the one always calling them. Ive givin up on these people but w/e. Last night was funn the usual FRIDAYS night. I was really tierd and went home early, hopefully tonight ill have some energy. I dont want to work this morning, Lilan got me the job and she isnt even working with me so theres no point in going. I want this to get better but there always seems to be a new obstacle in the way, guess thats life. Im really looking forward to college. Im glad I met Adam and people who have a unique(good) taste in music. I don't understand how someone can like one type of music but eh. People shouldnt limit themselves, it leaves no room for discovery. I wanna film and junk so if anyone cares to film a part this break let me know.
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[13 Mar 2006|10:45am] |
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Fuck y'all. Adam is gay and so is David GAY BIG GAYS....and Paul Langdon is God
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| NERF GUNS OWN (thanks liz) |
[25 Dec 2004|01:20am] |
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I just watched the terminal with my parents and sister. It was like a family bonding thingy, no fighting or anything. Felt damn good. Im one lucky basterd for the amazing ass car I got. Growing up is frigan crazy. Good night lovers
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[15 Dec 2004|06:47pm] |
Anytime I need to see your face I just close my eyes And I am taken to a place Where your crystal minds and magenta feelings Take up shelter in the base of my spine Sweet like a chica cherry cola I don't need to try to explain I just hold on tight and If it happens again I may move so slightly to the arms And the lips and the face Of The Human Cannonball that I need to I want to... Come stand a little bit closer Breathe in and get a bit higher You'll never know what hit you when I get to you Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but Ooh I'd die to find out Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but Ooh I'd die to find out I'm the kind of person who endorses a deep commitment Getting comfy getting perfect is what I live for But a look and then a smell of perfume It's like I'm down on the floor And I don't know what I'm in for Conversation has a time and place in the interaction Of a lover and a mate but the time of talking Using symbols, using words can be likened To a deep sea diver who is swimming with a raincoat Ooh, ahh... Ooh, ahh... So can we find out? haha, good stuff. If you dont know that song then ya, stop wasteing oxygen and go die
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[07 Dec 2004|04:12pm] |
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Have you ever felt so weird like everything is going in a circle just over a long period of time. You got your up's and down's but it goes farther then that. Like trust for instance, you can say you trust some one one day and then a week later question it, thats not really trust then right? Communication is another thing. You cant really trust someone when you cant talk to them or they dont want to talk to you. Its not hard to see the things you do, but sometimes you need someone to point them out. The past couple of weeks have been sucky but everything gets better right? There are those very few people who I do trust with all my heart, and those I question. The weird part is that the people I trust arnt who you would expect. I wish things were perfect, but perfect for who? Anyhow this probly makes no sence once so ever but I needed to write something cause keeping everything in my head is going to cause insanity. Well I have to go to work and do some hw when I get back. P.S learn to show feelings towards the ones you truely care about Am i asking to much?
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| Combusting |
[01 Dec 2004|08:45pm] |
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Everything sucks
P.S life is grand
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| what a crazy....life |
[18 Nov 2004|11:18pm] |
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techno shit on johns comp |
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The last couple of weeks have benn pretty damn cool. Staying at Austins and liz's has been like wow lol. I stayed at home last night ans slept there after school today. Im at John's right now watching him dance to techno,rather enjoyable. I dont work saturday!!! All next week i work with Paul so that will be fun. I really need to better in school. I always say that but i like really need to this time. I want to go to a good school. I get my ipod saturday so im exicted for that. Hopefully Annie will want to chill saturday night or someting. I need to skate and film for the Urban vid, i dont have anything yet, rather sad. Next week is going to be cool, only three days of school!!!!!ummm ya dont you hate when u think u have alot of shit to write about and you forget. Earlier I came home and slept till like 8. I said I was going to do homework all day, that went well...... I woke up and made a peanut butter jelly and cream cheese sadwitch, It was rather tasty. Well ya me and john are going to go chill. I have test tommrow so yay. I love weekends...and gushers. P.S Looking for a good time....call me
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[06 Nov 2004|10:07am] |
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stopped at home to get some clothes. It was a pretty good week, chillen with austin has been fun. I bucked my moms credit card and pais my phone bill so i have contact with the outside world once again. Do call, ill be at austins or around. Coheed and underoath are going be soooo good! R.I.P Bruce Lee -Peace
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| dfjlfs;jfjsadhf |
[01 Nov 2004|08:53am] |
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there for tommrow |
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[27 Oct 2004|06:46am] |
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so much homework! its crazy. Staying with my dad has been pretty cool, hes easy to get along with. Got to see both my sisters yesterday and ryan so that was awesome. I think honey buns are the best thing on this planet. O and slim jims, there right up there. I want the weekend sooo bad. Hopefully ill get the job at cvs then I can work with Paul and Duck. If school were a cow, id so tip that bitch.
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| Weekends rock my socks |
[23 Oct 2004|12:58am] |
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I don't want to grow up and have responsilbility's. I want to have fun foreverrrrrrr! My stomach hurts, damn taco bell. Skating tommrow so wooooop!
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| Underoath |
[20 Oct 2004|11:10pm] |
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you took me over the edge and left me there to fall by myself the word love meant nothing to you i was taken in with your lies and you knew i was too weak to leave but you were wrong you mean nothing to me now every time you think of me i hope your heart dies i have found my true love and you now burn beneath my feet you'll pay for everything you've done if you could die i'd be the one with the gun from this day on i'll write the songs you hate and pray the prayers that drive you away it's time to let the world know how you tried to ruin my life up burn my thoughts of him the virus leaves me
what a crazy song...
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[16 Oct 2004|09:50pm] |
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Last night was funnn. Neil's house was awesome. Really happy I got to chill with Annie for the night. Going to Miami roday was awesomeeeee. It was a really nice day. My ankle is pooped a lil but itll get better. If it doesnt ill just cut it off. I broke my board so ya that sucked. I want a milkshake right now so my kitchen is about to be anilated by the Ajay. Later peoples
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| Thursdayyyyyyyyy |
[07 Oct 2004|01:08pm] |
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So today i thought I had a mother load of test which i was suppose to but it all worked out. History was a take home test, M.bio was supper easy, chemistry....kinda bombed that one lol and math was postponded till monday so ya, woooooo. Today I dont have to much homework and i wanna skate for a bit. The weekend will be good, mostly skating. Annie left for Pennslvania today due to a wedding so she shall be back sunday. I know she will have fun, cant wait till she gets back. My mommy leaves on sunday for a trip to India. She is leaving her car for me to use but its going to be weird with her gone for a month. i know ill be eating take out every night. Well I'm off to go work on a project at steve touts house. later people.
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| cant sleep... |
[03 Oct 2004|01:36am] |
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Its been a great break. Tomrmow I have to knock out my school work and skate for a bit. Converge was indeed amazing. The people I went with were awesome. Matt's house was fun (happy b-day buddy). I got to see my nephew today and i was thankful for that. Hes getting big and really smart. I wanna have kids when I get older, there frigan awesome. It was my older sisters 21st b-day today so that was cool(happy b-day Ren). Im now listening to incubus-morning view, thanks love for letting me borrow it :). The last song is so00000 relaxing. I should get some sleep but I just cant and I think I know why.....
"The aims of art is to project an inner vision into the world, to state in aesthetic creation the deepest psychic and personal experiences of a human being. It is to enable those experiences to be intelligible and generally recognized within the total framework of an ideal world." R.I.P Bruce Lee
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| FRIDAY!!! |
[01 Oct 2004|11:28am] |
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Today is going to be frigan awesome. Converge is palying tonight and Jordan, Karl, Cory, Colin, and I are going. Hopefully I can see Annie befor if she can get a ride over, that be cool. Austin said I can have my own part in the vid so im stoked about that. Well ya its the weekend and i still have a mother load of hw to do but ya ill do it tommrow or something. Peace <3 my fuckface
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| no school is cool |
[29 Sep 2004|12:38am] |
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Well life is great but I am in a rather weird stat of mind. Its hard to explain really. Thinking about so many things that are not needed to be thought of. I did alot of thinking today, havent done that in a long time. I thought of things that amazed me. Stuff I though I forgot about I havent. Stuff that made me mad and stuff that made me smile. Its so weird how little things set me off, I really have to get better at dealing with junk. Skating today felt so right. It was just a perfect day and great people to skate with. Im thankful to be on urban, have friends that care for me, and to have a great girlfriend that I love very much. Thinking about everything that has went on since I came into high school is so crazy. Its like nothing befor mattered. It was just time passing till high school. I wish my head stopped pulling me all over. I hope everyone is doing good. I know I can write more right now, but im kinda tierd and its been a long day. good night/morning
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| i hate hurricanes |
[25 Sep 2004|03:39pm] |
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im watching half baked with stev right now and then i am going to stay at dirtys. It should be a good night, just chillen. hope everyone stays safe. I dont like being Annie deprived. :(
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| Half day nigga! |
[23 Sep 2004|09:40pm] |
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coheed and cambria |
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School is like major gay. Well not really school, but hw. Homework sucks sooo much ass. I really need to better in A.P history. but anywho, today was cool. After school Alison, Karl, Liz, Austin, Annie and I went to Steak and Shake. That place kicks ass. After getting food thrown at my by my dearest friends (Liz and Austin, those basterds) we left and went to my house. We all kinda bummed it there and chilled. I wish i got more sleep and didnt look like a druggie today but o well. I have a crap load of hw to do right now but i dont wanna do it grrrrrrr. This weekend should be fun. Hopefully i can chill with Annie tommrow night. Saturday i have my cousins wedding to go to and its on a boat. This should be interesting considering that stupid ass hurricane (jeene) is comeing. Sucks for my cousin if it rains. i need to get filming for that Urban vid. I want to have a cool part. Tommrow is friday so it cant be anything but good. Everything is going good, hope everyone is doing well. Comment people! esp those i barley talk to anymore I miss u poops
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