Balls in your mouth

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 18:15:53 GMT

I have fallen back into the trouble
I think im losing my mind.

This morning we love like weaklings

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 14:38:02 GMT

Wakeing up early is always fun, sleeping wasnt so great. My social life has changed so much, but I like it. The people I use to hang out changed, but so have I. I love hereing ya "another time" or man we "dont hang out anymore" yet I am the one always calling them. Ive givin up on these people but w/e. Last night was funn the usual FRIDAYS night. I was really tierd and went home early, hopefully tonight ill have some energy. I dont want to work this morning, Lilan got me the job and she isnt even working with me so theres no point in going. I want this to get better but there always seems to be a new obstacle in the way, guess thats life. Im really looking forward to college. Im glad I met Adam and people who have a unique(good) taste in music. I don't understand how someone can like one type of music but eh. People shouldnt limit themselves, it leaves no room for discovery. I wanna film and junk so if anyone cares to film a part this break let me know.

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 18:45:42 GMT

Fuck y'all. Adam is gay and so is David GAY BIG GAYS....and Paul Langdon is God

NERF GUNS OWN (thanks liz)

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 06:25:33 GMT

I just watched the terminal with my parents and sister. It was like a family bonding thingy, no fighting or anything. Felt damn good. Im one lucky basterd for the amazing ass car I got. Growing up is frigan crazy. Good night lovers

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 23:50:22 GMT

Anytime I need to see your face I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place
Where your crystal minds and magenta feelings
Take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chica cherry cola
I don't need to try to explain
I just hold on tight and If it happens again
I may move so slightly to the arms
And the lips and the face
Of The Human Cannonball that
I need to I want to...
Come stand a little bit closer
Breathe in and get a bit higher
You'll never know what hit you when
I get to you
Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out
Ooh I want you, I don't know if I need you but
Ooh I'd die to find out
I'm the kind of person who endorses a deep commitment
Getting comfy getting perfect is what I live for
But a look and then a smell of perfume
It's like I'm down on the floor
And I don't know what I'm in for
Conversation has a time and place in the interaction
Of a lover and a mate but the time of talking
Using symbols, using words can be likened
To a deep sea diver who is swimming with a raincoat
Ooh, ahh...
Ooh, ahh...
So can we find out?
haha, good stuff. If you dont know that song then ya, stop wasteing oxygen and go die

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 21:26:17 GMT

Have you ever felt so weird like everything is going in a circle just over a long period of time. You got your up's and down's but it goes farther then that. Like trust for instance, you can say you trust some one one day and then a week later question it, thats not really trust then right? Communication is another thing. You cant really trust someone when you cant talk to them or they dont want to talk to you. Its not hard to see the things you do, but sometimes you need someone to point them out. The past couple of weeks have been sucky but everything gets better right? There are those very few people who I do trust with all my heart, and those I question. The weird part is that the people I trust arnt who you would expect. I wish things were perfect, but perfect for who? Anyhow this probly makes no sence once so ever but I needed to write something cause keeping everything in my head is going to cause insanity. Well I have to go to work and do some hw when I get back. P.S learn to show feelings towards the ones you truely care about
Am i asking to much?

Combusting

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 02:26:26 GMT

Everything sucks

P.S life is grand

what a crazy....life

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 04:35:52 GMT

The last couple of weeks have benn pretty damn cool. Staying at Austins and liz's has been like wow lol. I stayed at home last night ans slept there after school today. Im at John's right now watching him dance to techno,rather enjoyable. I dont work saturday!!! All next week i work with Paul so that will be fun. I really need to better in school. I always say that but i like really need to this time. I want to go to a good school. I get my ipod saturday so im exicted for that. Hopefully Annie will want to chill saturday night or someting. I need to skate and film for the Urban vid, i dont have anything yet, rather sad. Next week is going to be cool, only three days of school!!!!!ummm ya dont you hate when u think u have alot of shit to write about and you forget. Earlier I came home and slept till like 8. I said I was going to do homework all day, that went well...... I woke up and made a peanut butter jelly and cream cheese sadwitch, It was rather tasty. Well ya me and john are going to go chill. I have test tommrow so yay. I love weekends...and gushers.
P.S Looking for a good time....call me

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 15:10:05 GMT

stopped at home to get some clothes. It was a pretty good week, chillen with austin has been fun. I bucked my moms credit card and pais my phone bill so i have contact with the outside world once again. Do call, ill be at austins or around. Coheed and underoath are going be soooo good!
R.I.P Bruce Lee
-Peace

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Mon, 01 Nov 2004 13:53:54 GMT

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Wed, 27 Oct 2004 10:52:08 GMT

so much homework! its crazy. Staying with my dad has been pretty cool, hes easy to get along with. Got to see both my sisters yesterday and ryan so that was awesome. I think honey buns are the best thing on this planet. O and slim jims, there right up there. I want the weekend sooo bad. Hopefully ill get the job at cvs then I can work with Paul and Duck. If school were a cow, id so tip that bitch.

Weekends rock my socks

Sat, 23 Oct 2004 05:05:18 GMT

I don't want to grow up and have responsilbility's. I want to have fun foreverrrrrrr! My stomach hurts, damn taco bell. Skating tommrow so wooooop!

Underoath

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 03:10:34 GMT

you took me over the edge
and left me there to fall by myself
the word love meant nothing to you
i was taken in with your lies
and you knew i was too weak to leave
but you were wrong
you mean nothing to me now
every time you think of me
i hope your heart dies
i have found my true love
and you now burn beneath my feet
you'll pay for everything you've done
if you could die
i'd be the one with the gun
from this day on
i'll write the songs you hate
and pray the prayers that drive you away
it's time to let the world know how
you tried to ruin my life
up burn my thoughts of him
the virus leaves me

what a crazy song...

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 01:58:41 GMT

Last night was funnn. Neil's house was awesome. Really happy I got to chill with Annie for the night. Going to Miami roday was awesomeeeee. It was a really nice day. My ankle is pooped a lil but itll get better. If it doesnt ill just cut it off. I broke my board so ya that sucked. I want a milkshake right now so my kitchen is about to be anilated by the Ajay.
Later peoples

Thursdayyyyyyyyy

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 20:18:47 GMT

So today i thought I had a mother load of test which i was suppose to but it all worked out. History was a take home test, M.bio was supper easy, chemistry....kinda bombed that one lol and math was postponded till monday so ya, woooooo. Today I dont have to much homework and i wanna skate for a bit. The weekend will be good, mostly skating. Annie left for Pennslvania today due to a wedding so she shall be back sunday. I know she will have fun, cant wait till she gets back. My mommy leaves on sunday for a trip to India. She is leaving her car for me to use but its going to be weird with her gone for a month. i know ill be eating take out every night. Well I'm off to go work on a project at steve touts house. later people.

cant sleep...

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 05:49:44 GMT

Its been a great break. Tomrmow I have to knock out my school work and skate for a bit. Converge was indeed amazing. The people I went with were awesome. Matt's house was fun (happy b-day buddy). I got to see my nephew today and i was thankful for that. Hes getting big and really smart. I wanna have kids when I get older, there frigan awesome. It was my older sisters 21st b-day today so that was cool(happy b-day Ren). Im now listening to incubus-morning view, thanks love for letting me borrow it :). The last song is so00000 relaxing. I should get some sleep but I just cant and I think I know why.....

"The aims of art is to project an inner vision into the world, to state in aesthetic creation the deepest psychic and personal experiences of a human being. It is to enable those experiences to be intelligible and generally recognized within the total framework of an ideal world."
R.I.P Bruce Lee

FRIDAY!!!

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 15:29:00 GMT

Today is going to be frigan awesome. Converge is palying tonight and Jordan, Karl, Cory, Colin, and I are going. Hopefully I can see Annie befor if she can get a ride over, that be cool. Austin said I can have my own part in the vid so im stoked about that. Well ya its the weekend and i still have a mother load of hw to do but ya ill do it tommrow or something. Peace <3 my fuckface

no school is cool

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 04:53:55 GMT

Well life is great but I am in a rather weird stat of mind. Its hard to explain really. Thinking about so many things that are not needed to be thought of. I did alot of thinking today, havent done that in a long time. I thought of things that amazed me. Stuff I though I forgot about I havent. Stuff that made me mad and stuff that made me smile. Its so weird how little things set me off, I really have to get better at dealing with junk. Skating today felt so right. It was just a perfect day and great people to skate with. Im thankful to be on urban, have friends that care for me, and to have a great girlfriend that I love very much. Thinking about everything that has went on since I came into high school is so crazy. Its like nothing befor mattered. It was just time passing till high school. I wish my head stopped pulling me all over. I hope everyone is doing good. I know I can write more right now, but im kinda tierd and its been a long day.
good night/morning

i hate hurricanes

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 19:42:18 GMT

im watching half baked with stev right now and then i am going to stay at dirtys. It should be a good night, just chillen. hope everyone stays safe. I dont like being Annie deprived. :(

Half day nigga!

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 01:42:24 GMT

School is like major gay. Well not really school, but hw. Homework sucks sooo much ass. I really need to better in A.P history. but anywho, today was cool. After school Alison, Karl, Liz, Austin, Annie and I went to Steak and Shake. That place kicks ass. After getting food thrown at my by my dearest friends (Liz and Austin, those basterds) we left and went to my house. We all kinda bummed it there and chilled. I wish i got more sleep and didnt look like a druggie today but o well. I have a crap load of hw to do right now but i dont wanna do it grrrrrrr. This weekend should be fun. Hopefully i can chill with Annie tommrow night. Saturday i have my cousins wedding to go to and its on a boat. This should be interesting considering that stupid ass hurricane (jeene) is comeing. Sucks for my cousin if it rains. i need to get filming for that Urban vid. I want to have a cool part. Tommrow is friday so it cant be anything but good. Everything is going good, hope everyone is doing well. Comment people! esp those i barley talk to anymore I miss u poops

Wednesdayyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 20:15:19 GMT

Well today was just another day at school. Christina took my and Annie to Mcdonalds so that was fun. I was dieing for a Mc chicken. I have a mother load of hw and it sucksssss. I just wish i could skate and chill with people, why cant life just be that easy. Well off to hw and hopefully skating for a lil. Peace

ahhhh

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 15:57:15 GMT

My throat hurts and I cant speak. fhlkjdhfsadhfjsah;

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 19:02:27 GMT

Dr.Dooooooooom

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 05:03:16 GMT

Well this past week has been pretty cool. The long break from school was amzinggggg. Craming for a crap load of test today was not the most fun thing to do but at least its over with. chilled with Mel and Steve the other day which was very entertaining. I got back from bowling with a mob of people not to long ago. Happy I got to chill with annie, that always makes my day. Tommrow im gonna knock some hw out and maybe skate for a bit. This weekend will be fun. Im gonna plan shit and make it none stop. Life is glorious as usual.

Hitting does not mean pushing. True hitting can be likened to the snap of a whip -- all the energy is slowly concentrated and then suddenly released with a tremendous out pouring of power.

-Bruce Lee

Austins house

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 16:43:39 GMT

fuck switch flips